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Jul. 5th, 2005 | 08:09 pm

katie.....you just about made me cry when you left that message....lol....thinking of those days makes me sad......i hope i got to paris too......maybe you can go ......lol.......i wish i could go back to my dads house too......talk to you later
<3 ssica!!!

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Jul. 4th, 2005 | 01:42 pm

Hey everyone...yey im so happy i got my hair dyed brown and i was really scared to do it but it looks really cute!!! i went to six flags yesterday and im so tired but it was funn i went on a ton of rides and i went on super man it was so scary i dont think ive ever screamed that loud in my life!!! but it the best ride ever! happy 4th of july too people... im happy i get to go and watch fire works but then i hate when your eyes start to burn really bad.  oh my sister got her liscens (the driving thing that i dont know how to spell) so she can drive me evrywhere now...yeyyeyyeyyeyyeyyey!!! ive been so crabby i was sitting at a parade today and i sat on gum and ive been pissed off ever since.  and plus that i still have been waiting for someone to take me fucking shopping becasue i have money and theres stuff i need to get...growl! ive been staying at my grandmas for ever because im fighting with my mom and i keep telling her i dont want to go back home...when i go back though im going to talk to her about if i could live with ,y grandma for a while because i really hate my mom right now...its to complicated to explain.  but anywayszszsz i got to go
<3 jessica

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Jun. 29th, 2005 | 11:01 pm

yey!.....im going to sixs flags on saturday!! with sara and im happy becsue im finally gonna be free....ive been locked up forever it seems.  it sucks....im trying to deside if i should dye my hair brown or not....i want to to try something different...but i dont know i need a lot of opinions first because im really not sure...and yey im going to go get pictures developed form school and from sara and mine party we had like three weeks ago.  OMG......my mom is physco.....i cant st5and her anymore and it sucks because i really wanna go live with my grandma or something im so sick of her and jasons attitudes....they bicker all the time and its so annoying and my mom is so stupid....i realized today that shes make me do all this stuff because she regrets in her life that she never did certain things and all the stuff she wants me to do i dont wanna do.....i hate it!!! so i wanna get away......and i was talking to my grandma today and we were talking about all the places that we wanted to got o and i told her i wanted to go to paris because my step sisters and step mom went and it just sounded like so much fun and i saw pictures and its gorgous there she said we could go and get passports and go if i really wanted to!!! yey! im so excited.
 anyways my brothers came over today and my grandma sherrie over to my house in elgin because i guess my brother wesley is over from wyoming and he has a cd now because he raps and he gave me one its pretty good for what it is......and i made the best cookies today mm......chocolate chip and white macedamians nut cookies...yummy..,they were good!.....well i hafve nothing else to say....
<3 Jessica

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andaleh`~ andaleh`~.....rebaaaaa` rebaaaaa`

Jun. 21st, 2005 | 09:28 pm
mood: hyper hyper
music: non

im going swimming tommorow, with my sister and my cousin sammy...hopefully this week ima go to Ikea and get some shit for my room...i went tanning all day today outside considering i have nothing else to do~~~~~~~~~~~`....im also gonna go to the mall one of these day prolly after my graduation party at my moms house...ill have more money then..im so mad at myself...i had $441 and now i have like $140....and i have no clue what i wasted it on....if i get more money im gonna be smart with it and go for all the sales! yey!...i also wanna redye my hair to blonde....all blonde becasue i like my hair underneath dark but ive had it for so long im getting sick of it...im getting sad to.....ive been waiting for sara to call becasue she never picks up her phone...i dont think she knows i still have my cell phone..so shes not calling..i usually see her every day and i cant see her for two weeks!.......im gonna be so nice to my mom and ima clean and whole bunch of stuff maybe ill get off grounding early...i cut myself really bad today...i was looking at pictures and one of the pages went *slit* and cut my finger....it hurt so bad but now it just itches...lol  my grandma looks so cute....shes doing a puzzle...she alwasy does puzzles...she looks adorable! lol
<3 Jessica

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Jun. 19th, 2005 | 03:54 pm

this sucks.........just sitting here and like no body is online and my grandma and my sister are gone but when they get back i have to go home and celebrate fathers day with my mom fiance` (jason)...witch is cool i guess.  this week im going to ikea and im gonna get lotsa new stuff for my room and then i wanna go to the mall and get lots of stuff there to....yey....my grandma bought me the movie big fish...lovbe that mocie and i got thirteen and i got a chalkboard (kinda) a message board and we went to a bunch of garage sales and i got this huge bag and they said if you fill the bag you only pay a dollar for all of it...and i filled it i got like 50 realy old ulgy funny looking t-shirts and i got a jar (dont ask) i got some cheesy books and i got the furngully book...lol...i got an ugly ugly pillow case its white with yellow checkers and i got an ugly round pillow but im gonna fix it and make it pretty!!!!~....my cousin sam is coming over today and im prolly gonna stay the week at my grandmas house and then next week my cousin damson is coming from las vegas...i love him he is sooo cute!!!...im so pissed i bet you my mom is gonna take my cell phone away for a while...wich i hate not having my cell phone...its annoying! grr...oh and yey..my grandma is prolly gonna get her whole computer upgraded so im probably gonna be able to play the sims2 on it and it wont get all yucky and it wont keep turning off...yahoo...well i got to go back to my house to pack and shiot....so buh bye
leelaaa
<3 jessica

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continued.....bieng girl suck

Jun. 18th, 2005 | 11:53 pm

parents dont care if guys dont go to college but if we dont go it a let down
we get in more trouble for things less worse than what guys do
we always get cuaght becasue parents keep a closer eye on us
parents are to over protective about our boyfriends

if you have more comment meh!!!

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females......grr......suckk.......heres why....sometimes

Jun. 18th, 2005 | 11:45 pm

 "bieng a girl suck...sumtimes"

bieng a girl sucks becasue:
 guys are asholes and they break you heart
you get your period (sorry for bieng gross)
you have to carry a baby for 9 months and go through hell to get it out...and the guys sit there and watch it (prolly giggling inside)
mother expect way more from girls then guys and guys could go off and do nething and we dont get credit for shit!!!
girls are to prissy to other girls and we dont know how to forget things like guys
we have to shave
we always have to look good and its a pain in the ass if you ask me
its stupid how guys have to have a girl with big ass and tits and all they need is a 6 pack and its not like we can work out to grow an ass


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Jun. 18th, 2005 | 11:26 am

Hey people......i give up...i got a my space but i get to confuzzled with it.....this is the only one thingy i know...so i give up....im going bowling today...yes bowling dont ask why..im not to excited but its the only thing i can do before im grounded for another two weeks wich should only be one week wich pisses me off because i could  have sworn that i had all C and above....and i got two D's ...one shouldnt even be a D.....it should be a C becasue i turned in the huge project worth way more that 100 points...and it was due the day reports were sent out so technically speaking that teacher is stupid and it should be a C but my mom said no....she said thats not what was on the report card and im still grounded for two weeks...and english should not be a D enlish was a piece of cake...thats bull mess! (lol)....well i cant wait to go shopping i got alot of money from my mom and my grandma....none from my dad..i wonder why...(jk).....but i already keep buying stuff i dont really need....like fodd....i bought a shit load of food and alot of new make up stuff becasue my stuff was really crappy...and i wanna buy new summer clothes because i have none....but i wanna find a new style that like no one has but that impossible...becasue now my whole face looks different with my nose stud thingy!!!! im happy i got that so that wasnt a waste of money but it cost me $60!!! wich is way tooooo much....ne ways...makes me sad that its almost fathers day...oh well im trying to forget about it and its starting to work....if you dont know what im talking about then read all my other entries.....i dunno......well i got to go!!!
 
bye people.....Muah Jessica

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Jun. 4th, 2005 | 09:24 pm

hey everyone........its been forever and ive been off grounding for like two weeks already and i got all my stuff back i can still go to sara wich is good.....but we still hate brynn....i graduated on thurs and i got a labtop and three hundred dollars so i had 441$ but then i got my nosed pireded today which costed like $60 and now i only have like $381 or something like that.....but yeah so im happy....eccept for i wanna kill my dad he doesnt want ne thing to do with us no more and the most thing im mad about is that i cant see my step siser she was the only person i really talk to and my step mom and my other step sister....im gone miss u guys and my dad could just rot on fucking hell there are no words to explain how much i hate you dad!  maybe i wouldnt have done nothing if you were there and if i had another parent telleing me what to do maybe i would have been ok..... dad  if you turned out fuck up in life becasue of how your life was when you were a tenn what the fuck makes you think i wont be just like you when i get older for not having you around.....im not saying ill be fucked up beacause i already told you father that i would prove you wrong and im not gonna end up like my sister!  i know i ned to drop it and i know my dad isnt gonna see this most likely,,,.,.,.but i still want people to know how mad i am at you........im not fucked up though i mad ea mistake i cant say nothing but im sorry.....oh well......my life is back to normal the "hell" part passed .....just a little angry at my dad dont you think that its stupid i mean im twice as angry then i was before cuz he doesnt want me no more.,.,.,.,i want peoples opinions so comment and tell me if im over reacting ....well i gtg....bye people!!!!!

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May. 7th, 2005 | 10:48 pm

hello everybody!!!!~ omg life has been like hell............ive been grounded forever.....you wanna know that stroy? ok! ok well it started off by Brynn(of coarse)......and she was all ok lets ditch school tommorrow........and me and sara were all no......i have a feeling wed get cuaght......so we still werent sure if we were gonna do it.....and she called in the morning and was literally begging us come with her...so our stupid asses did it and i took a fucking taxi to sara and then instead of us walking to to the bus stop we went to mikes house and decided that we should smoke some weed (like always) and so its getting around nine thrity and so i decided its time i called me self in lol wich was stupid beacuse they can obviously notice me voice.....so they called me mom who called me wich i didnt answer and she left a message and she said it would be really smart if i called her back and i knew i was in a lot of shit so i just started smoking wwed and i turned off me cell phone cuz i didnt want her to call nomore......and she called again and left another message and she was pissed so i called her and told her i was by walgreens wich i was at mikes.......and so i ran my ass to walgreens smelling like weed high as hell.....and my mom picked me up(she was so pissed)......and so she asked me who i was with and i said no one and that i was mad so i justr left by myself and ditched school......but then she saud oh well i think thats wierd because sara and brynn are not at school either and i was all oh shit cuz it would have been better if i would have been the only one in trouble and we turn a corner and brynns dumbass is trying to hide behind a tree and her whole body was showing.....which was sooo stupid!!! and so we got them and went to sara and her dad said tak her to school and shell be in trouble there......and so we went to school still high as hell.......and we were in the office laughing(me and sara).......and we got two days of sas and a shit load(week) of detensions.....and brynn told her parents how we smoke wweeed and she told everything how we sneak out at mikes and shit so we got busted and now i like hate brynn right now.......and my mom knows about someting else wich is tooo personal so im not gonna say........so ive been grounded for two weeks and im still not off luckily im at my dads house.........i got my cell phone wuch i only had for six days cuz all this happened six days after my birthday and my ipod and 141$ taken away.......im so mad!!!   but ne ways im so confuzzzled (guy issues) i like some dude (not naming) but i dont think he likes me all that much i know he really likes this girl that i cant stand and that makes me sad but oh well im not gonna turn into brynn and lose sleep over it.....not wasting my life over him(but hes sooo sexy) oh well.......i gtg buh byebeybeyebeye (going sleepy)

love always the elegant

jessie!!!!*

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mmm......apple

Apr. 15th, 2005 | 02:43 pm
mood: amused amused
music: umm none

hello everybody!!!!!!!  im at saras house again and were prolly gonna go and get pictures done........i cant wait were all gonna look so cute!!!( me, brynn, sara, and sam).  this week of school went by so fast it was cool but we only had a half day today!!! yey!~ well i aint go like anything to say.   buh byebyebye!!!!

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Mar. 30th, 2005 | 03:00 pm

dude, yeah ive been at saras house for like two days.......its been so much funnn!!!~ sorta. finally dammit sara and brynn are friends again, !!!!! and weve both been over here, we got brynn high last night for the first time (for her).  she was fucking crazy! lol it was funny. im so bored and i have nothing else to write! byebyebeyebyebybeybeybeybeybeybeyebye!

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Mar. 26th, 2005 | 10:14 am

hello. its been forever since ive writen in here.....mycomputer at my house broke down!  im so happy that im on spring break, i was supposed to go to Las Vegas yesterday but i was on standby and i didnt make none of the flights.....and today they are all overbooked.    its gay i was so looking forward to the warm weather.  to fill you in a while ago i broke up with adrain and then i got all lonely and realized it was a mistake and i found out he still liked me.......so now im dating him again......hes so cute! i love him.........cant wait until the weekend is over cuz then im going back home in egin cuz right now im at my dads, and im gonna go to sara's and.........nvm you people dont need to know.........lol.....jk.....we just gonna hang out and stuff!!!!~  i barely have any homework for spring break either witch is fucking cool.  yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! so yeah.  I wanted to go see the ring two even though i never saw the first one, but im scared to and all my buddies have already gone without me and so i have no one to go with.  dude its saturday at like 12:20 and im just sitting here that is so retarted.   damn im bored as hell.  umm. lets see my hair looks so fucking cute today.....it in like low piggytails and then i braided them...im gonna have to wear that to school one day.  i have 64 dollars yahoo.......i wanna go shopping but i dont have a ride no where, aint that a bitch! lol.  im getting sick of all the fucking rerunns on t.v i havent watch desperate housewives in like a fucking month,,,,,,,they have all been old episodes and shit.  well im gonna go and try to find something to do.......i love you all! i guess)..................taaataa now!!!!!

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